Silence . . .

I hear voices all around me
Voices filled with lies,hypocracy,hate,envy,false pride
lifeless words that have no meaning or purpose just created to fill the void,to fill the silence
Voices created because there is nothing else their creators are capable of
Or the voices were created becuse these were the only thing their creators were capable of.

I hear voices all around me
so many different voices shouting as if they are competing against each other
These voices never stop,never surrender,never die down
These voices have destroyed silence,nobody remembers what silence truly stood for.
And these voices have everyone under the illusion that this continuous,everlasting,random,unorganised symphony
of these voices is silence

These voices are so loud
I am unable to hear my own voice
I have to shout aloud,i have to compete with these voices
so that i can hear my own voice
So that i can hear myself

I hear voices all around me
I here voices that i no longer care about
These Voices that do not envoke any feeling in me
but i cannot forget these voices

I hear voices all around me
I am no longer going to listen to them
I will no longer compete with them,i will no longer add to them
I will travel to the place where this "human noise" will never reach me
i will travel to the place where i can hear my own voice clearly
A Place where i can hear silence
Pure,true undulterated silence ....

Clean Slate

Today is just about to end.
Tomorrow will be a new day
A day when i will start on a clean slate.

Everything i have done till now will be nullified
All my achievements and all my faliures .
I will draw from the previous experiance all that i can
All that will help me in my future endeavours
All that will help me to better my self.

only if I could start on a clean slate
it is such an easy thing to say
But hardly can be put into practice
I surely draw from my prevoius experiance and try to better mysekf
it is easy to even negate my achievements and start all over again

but to forget faliures i think is impossible.
we may recover from our faliures,we may reach beyond what we dreamed
But the day i failed will always be etched in my memory
It will keep haunting me,till i breakdown and die

I accept myself with all my faliures and faults
I have to overcome the faliures and eliminate my fault
This will not lead me to a place where i am profoundly happy
But surely bring peace to my mind
i know that i can never start on a clean slate or now
no longer wish to start on a clean slate any more . . .