The hill

i think i have inability to grasp the seriousness to achieve my goals,
seriousness to succeed.
i know what is the right thing to do

but i let time pass ,like a stubborn silly child
i decide that i would not run up the hill
i would climb the hill at my own pace

people always keep telling me the
hills too steep to climb for me,
and somehow i keep proving them right

i have a few months to set things right i my list
i can only try more harder,try to be a bit more serious
and hope i will finally be able to climb the hill
i will finally be able to acknowledge my futile existance .